Feeling like crap. Down in the dumps, especially after writing the previous entry. Plus more tired than usual, probably due to coming off the prednisone. Took my last 10 mgs this morning. Thought about joining Classmates.com, so I can send a message to Julie, but why should I waste the money, or potentially waste it. I don't know what I would write/say, and afraid of the response (if she were to respond). Plus she's married now and probably happy.
Hope is denying the existance of reality.